I can't explain what's going on in my head. In just the past week, my world has been turned upside down! I can't even begin to explain how I feel right now. I have learned one thing this week,
"You can run, but you can't hide"
You can run away from God, of course you'd be miserable after a while. But you can't just want God to be in your life and pray to Him and worship Him and hide from what He is telling you!
Last year about this time (At camp/PEAK) I felt like I was given a direction...that I did NOT want to go!!! And I was told many many many times that is what I was going to do...Now I'm stubborn, I'll admit it now, but then I wouldn't have admitted that! I just hide from what God wanted me to do...That didn't work! Now I'm VERY excited! I want to do it! If it wasn't for promising my dad, (God love him), I'd start now!
So this year at PEAK, not only was I given the same direction, more was added to that! This time, I knew I couldn't hide. Well I was going to try but....two days later, I couldn't take it any longer...I was telling a friend and said, "I think God just put His foot down!"
But I think I've learned my lesson now! Because the more you run, the more unhappy you get and the more you hide the quicker it comes to you! You're going to end up there one way or the other! It is definitely easy! And honestly, I don't know how I'm going to make it but....BUT God, BUT God! (Inside youth group joke) Everything is in His hands!
My reasoning for sharing this is to say,
"Don't run or hide from God! It makes it easier on yourself just to
let Him do all the work than try to do it yourself!"
let Him do all the work than try to do it yourself!"
